:') Love Fz 4Ever...

A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried.

Forget The Times You Walked By,
Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,
Forget The Time You Held My Hand,
Forget The Sweet Things If I Can,
I Can No Longer Pretend,
I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend.

I know in reality we can't be together,
so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me...
in my dreams you're mine forever.

A guy and a girl can be just friends
but at one point or another one of them will fall for the other,
maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time,
maybe too late or maybe, just maybe ...forever.

I could never regret loving you
because even if you didn't love me anymore,
I know that you once did and
that is the most wonderful feeling
because I never thought that I deserved your love.

Love isn't all smiles and laughs
for the moment;but crying and fighting for
what you beileve is right and willl last forever

Loving unconditional means
forgiving and learning to live with his imperfections.
Because in the end you'll realize
that's what you love the most.

Sometimes in love you must accept the fact that what makes the person
you cared about happy might on the other hand leave you so lonely.

As you read a book, it's hard to turn into another page unless you understand the first one..
just like "LOVE"..
it's hard to go on with the new, unless you are over with your "PAST"..

Missing someone gets easier everyday
because even though you are one day further
from the last time you saw them,
you are one day closer to the next time you will.

Time may take us apart, that's true,
but I will always be there for you.
You're in my heart, you'll be in my dreams,
no matter the miles between.

I don't need anyone to take advantage
of my weaknesses or my strengths,
I need someone who will appreciate
me for everything that I am.

Never say 'I like you' if you don't care.
never talk about feelings if they're not there.
never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.

Picture living with that one person for the rest of your life. Now, picture living without them. Which one's harder?

"Here we are..
Living in our separate lives..
Avoiding each other..
Turn our backs and walk away.."

‎" How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine? "

" It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all."

"I don't really want to say goodbye.. I don't really want to leave you.. But now I have to go away.. Stay away from you forever.. What we had was something special.. Deep down from our hearts.. But now I have to go away.. And leave you from my heart.."

say yes if you no longer need me..
Say no if you still need and love me..
If you're smart enough, you know what I'm talking about. If you're dumb enough, get lost!

I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate.

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

"I had a dream and it was about you .. I smiled and recalled the memories we had .. then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes .. you know why? Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye .."

‎"Forget the times he walked by, forget the times he made you cry, forget the times he spoke your name, remember now your not the same. Forget the times he held your hand, forget the sweet things if you can, forget the times & don't pretend, remember now he's just your friend."

"I rise to taste the dawn, and find that love alone will shine today."

"Forgiveness is the fragrance that the violet sheds on the heel that has crushed it."

"A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world."

"Any human anywhere will blossom in a hundred unexpected talents and capacities simply by being given the opportunity to do so."

"-I'm not blessed, or merciful. I'm just me. I've got a job to do, and I do it. Listen: even as we're talking, I'm there for old and young, innocent and guilty, those who die together and those who die alone. I'm in cars and boats and planes; in hospitals and forests and abbatoirs. For some folks death is a release, and for others death is an abomination, a terrible thing. But in the end, I'm there for all of them."

She dwells with Beauty - Beauty that must die;
And Joy, whose hand is ever at his lips
Bidding adieu; and aching Pleasure nigh,
Turning to Poison while the bee-mouth sips:
Ay, in the very temple of delight
Veiled Melancholy has her sovran shrine...

and another:

This living hand, now warm and capable
Of earnest grasping, would, if it were cold
And in the icy silence of the tomb,
So haunt thy days and chill thy dreaming nights
That thou wouldst wish thine own heart dry of blood
So in my veins red life might stream again,
And thou be conscience-calmed—see here it is—
I hold it towards you.

"Love hurts. Sometimes it feels good but most days it's just another way to bleed."

“Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever...”

“The longer I live the more beautiful life becomes. If you foolishly ignore beauty, you will soon find yourself without it. Your life will be impoverished. But if you invest in beauty, it will remain with you all the days of your life.”

“Oh, you weak, beautiful people who give up with such grace. What you need is someone to take hold of you -- gently, with love, and hand your life back to you.”

‎"Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one's head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no to-morrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace."

You see me destroying myself.
You see I want help, I need help.
But you don't do anything but sit there and stare at me awkwardly.
I guess you aren't my best friend after all.

in case you failed to notice,
in case you failed to see,
this is my heart bleeding before you ;;
this is me down on my knees

boy, i feel sorry for you. there was a girl
that would have done anything for you.
she may not have been the prettiest or
the smartest, but i guarantee you, she
would have given you the world.

im through with it, all of it.
i simply dont care anymore.
i dont wanna care anymore.
im walking away now& you can
say or do whatever you want.its not gonna stop me.

The night sky is black.
I'm awake on the ground.
The grass beneath my feet is hard and cold, just like i have come to be.
The stars are gone behind the clouds.
I can't see a thing, so I'll let my eyes stay closed, like me, I can't open up.

It's hard enough to
Be breaking down
But it's worse
When no one notices.

&& the thing is ;;
we are all a little damaged.
some of us hide it better than others,
but on some level we are all torn up.
we take it out on others &&
beat through life carrying it all&& we will end up damaging someone else.
&& most of the time we wont' even notice,
or bother to care because we are busy
with our own little disaster.
&& that my friends, is what we call life

Once upon a time
I was a happy and optimistic little girl
Once upon a time
I was always kind and sweet to all
Once upon a time
the only cuts I had were from the playground
Once upon a time
I was okay

you're talking to a girl who has,
had her heart broken,
cried for continuous hours,
yelled && screamed for help,
a girl who turned her back on the world,
&& a girl who did nothing but love someone
who couldn't love her back.

fuck the feelings
fuck the touch
fuck the memories
they hurt too much

Silent in my sanity
I live safe inside my cell
In the darkness that surrounds me
I see hell
Comfort in my suffering
Feeling warm inside this pain
Before I was coming down on me

Everything feels so much
more personal in headphones;
But that doesn't change the fact
that the song was written for someone
who meant so much more than you.

She doesn't care if you call her
and wake her up in the middle of the night.
She hates arguing,
but you know she's good at it.
She's terrified of the dark,
but when she thinks of you, she smiles.
She laughs at your jokes
even if they're dumb.

She loves the way you look at her,
and she wouldn't change that for the world.

You hug him goodbye like it's nothing,
while all you want to do is hold on forever.
But you let go, smile, and walk away.
Then you cry all the way home,
because it will never be the same.
Try as you might,
you can't make someone love you.

It’s hard to watch someone you love
change before your eyes and know
you can't do anything about it,
&& it's heartbreaking to remember
them as they once were.

I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive

And The Rain Fell Down,
And I Lay There And Cried,
And The Sound Of Thunder Soothed Me
And A Piece Of Me Slowly Died.

Smile so the tears won't fall
Laugh like you don't hurt at all
Fake it so he'll never know
That you still haven't let him go


Maybe we didn't know each other for long,
Maybe we didn't talk to each other for long,
But maybe if i hadn't had been so stupid,
Things would be different.

i don't know if i'm getting over you,
or just getting used to the pain.

it's hard to hold onto something
when it's trying hard to pull away from you
but it harder to let go of something
knowing you it will never come back to you

he has no idea what goes on through her mind
she's so good at pretending
he will never know how many
tears are fallen each night for him..
Nor the endless hours that she wastes thinking..
Maybe. Just maybe…

No one knew the things she would hide
All the emotions bottled up inside
She couldn't keep back the urge to cry.
With each passing day, a part of her would die

beautiful red blood is leaving my veins
running out of my hands
dripping on the floor
i'm bleeding && it feels good
like my release finally arrived
beautiful red is surrounding me
no threats, no fears, just free at last

Don't let them see that you're hurting.
Don't let them know you're real.
Don't let them destroy you.

I would kill myself,
but to you im already dead


Not all scars show.
Not all wounds heal.
Sometimes you cant see
the pain someone feels

i must be a pretty good liar
for you to honestly think that
everythings alright.


So give me all your poison
& give me all your pills
& give me all your hopeless hearts
& make me ill.

i dont know what im doing
Im lost in a graveyard of my emotions
Im dying on the outside
But i have been dead on the inside for a long time

life doesn't hurt until
you think about how much things have changed.
Who you've lost along the way
& about how much of this was your fault..

pay me no mind,
as i slip through the cracks.
im invisible to you.
but hey, that's what i'm used to.

You made me cry out in pain from all your words,
Scream at the walls Because you didnt care,
Hurt myself Cuz' you were never there,
And Die because you expected me to take it all

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